New Car, New Job, New Life!

yeah, i have just got my own car for the very first time!!!
it's a Honda, Civic, may not be a fancy car as u expect, but it is already good enough for someone as me now. It is in black color, i was thinking to get a milk white one, but black works for me too. Anyway, i feel lucky to own my first car, moreover, it's a brand new one.
well, my parents gave the down payment. Obviously, the money i got in my account is not gonna help a shit. But i have already known that I will pay back them the down payment they gave today. Dont worry, ill get them to take the money.
yeah, new car, but keep in mind that im not buying this car for going parties, driving around. I am buying for my job, my new job. it is an investment, i have invested over 18,000 even before i make any pennies so far. Well, actually, i have made $12 with it by delivering a chinese order. Sweet! But still, i wanna remind myself again, I got a job, a car is a start of it, from the very first second i started it, i have to keep working on it, till the end, at least till the day i pay off the loan i got for the car. Well, i dnt wanna be a damn loser, who wants to be loser anyway, I have said so many times that i will try my best, but i just wanna say it one more time, I will try my best to do a good job, for the sake of my car this time. I am not giving myself hard time by getting a new car, but this is the way it is. I mean i actually like this way, this is what i ask for, a own car, a own job, oh, and the college. I wanna be a business woman, and i believe this is just a start. I know i wanna do this. Tell u a little secret, my parents actually found a guy for me a while ago, to be honest with you, this guy was not bad at all, he is not so bad looking, a nice and kind young guy. most of all, he runs his own construction team,(not sure if it is right expression) other words, he makes pretty much money, at least more than the money my parents make. But the only problem is, there is just no electricity running on between us. He is only high school graduated, no offense, but it somehow affects, he joins the real society pretty early, that may be the reason he looks a little older than his real age. oh, he is only a year older than me. Anyway, my parents just highly expect him to be my bf and later on husband. I know they are right on some points, but i just cant imagine myself kissing him, or anything a couple supposed to do. The feeling when i with him is just not right, u know. Maybe i will have a happy marriage with him later on, but this is just not the thing i am looking for now. Sorry, mom, i just cant take it now. I believe you already knew that i told him what i really thought the other day. hehe,,we will all get over it.
back to my job, i like my job, i know it's still too early to say so, ill will try, at least give a try, a hard try...